Being an artist is cool!

Hey, aku iri sekali pada orang-orang ini: pelukis, pemusik, dan penulis.

Mereka bisa keluarkan apa saja yang ada di kepala mereka dalam coretan2 atau goresan2.

Hey, aku ingin bisa seperti kalian. Kau tahu, aku punya ingatan yang buruk. Aku ingin mengabadikan apapun yang aku pikirkan dan rasakan sekarang. Aku ingin bisa merasakan semua rasa itu hanya dengan melihat/mendengar/membaca coretanku itu. Karena semuanya datang dan pergi, walaupun we never want to.

What is it that you desire most?

Finally I write again :)

You know, in your life, what is it that you desire most?
I want to make my parents happy, that's all.
Yes, it is a simple thing. They are even happy when I come home.
But for me, making them happy means I have to struggle with my own life, have a good guy, have a good work, have a good family. Every parents wants their children have a happy life, isn't it?
And now that's what I struggle to.